Please yall dont comment... Can i guess but rather you not. This is a mix. I'm frustrated with myself. More like loathing and many other words...... Mad having to deal with friends.... I understand i push myself to this but i want to tell my friends things and i want... Need them to understand. But they cant. I push them away and pull them back. I feel horible and just HAVE to make no one really talk to me. It makes my mind loose control with how alone i am really..... Well for family..... Idk what to say..... They make me just want to choke a penguin. And stuff...... School.... My godi bearly passed dont think i can this year!! Well... This just makes feel aweful and i think its bstter to keep me seperated from everyone.... No one cares about me though so it aint hard to keep everyone. And yeah. I also understand alot of people are okay with me not ssyin much bout anything....... Dont know how to respond.............. Damn i sometimes just want to shoot myself... Not now. Strange? Very.
Subject: Stuff I guess...... 
Fri Jul 08, 2011 12:38 am
