Really, can I? Ame, I know you said you don't hate me, but I still feel that I messed up our friendship. And I don't think I could live with that feeling. I'm not asking you to give me a speech on how you don't hate me, but I still feel terribly guilty. There are some things that I suppose should be left alone, like some of the things I say to you, but I sometimes I feel as though they need to be said....and no one else seems to want to do that. I'm sorry if I seem too sensitive to these kinds if problems, but this is the way I always react to things like this...
Please don't comment on this...I just needed to get it off just my mind
Subject: Can I hate myself(pg13) 
Mon Jun 20, 2011 12:51 am
